black coffee

BLACK COFFEE

I look at myself in the mirror every morning while brushing my teeth and I think... I'm one of those people you have to actually like to want to get to know forever and ever. Like that black coffee you see your father drink every day and when you take a sip your eyes fall out just because you're not used to the bitter taste. I fear that the ones i've only come to know for a little while may one day become sick of me and I start to wonder that one day I would become sick of them too.

I stop and ponder. Who are these people who are able to jump into any social clique without a care in the world and have people automatically fall in love with them? Personally, I do think I'd have a problem if everyone happened to fall in love with my personality but its enviable nonetheless.

I revel in the fact that luck menifests itself in something so unimaginably horrid that you think it's unlucky and then, as everything unfolds like pieces of origami swans on a beatiful placid lake you smile as everything may not be as bad after all. The lake may be placid but the crocodiles that live under will never fathom to ever hurt you. For fact, you may be the luckiest person alive even if you dont have everything everyone else has. I smile as I realise that my life is indeed wonderful and all that comes with it is truly a blessing.

I may not believe in love, or rather, the love spoken by man and woman is this day and age but I do indeed believe in friendship and the bonds it creates with my fellow people.

I now live in constant sunlight even if it may seem like a cloud without a silver lining had, at that moment, only cast a shadow... a mere shadow of doubt. I can live.
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On a less serious note:

The Kelantanese accent is AWESOME!!! One day, when we're all working adults, I wish to go out and have a spot of coffee with everyone and start talking in that wonderful pantai timur accent. Its so lahflyyyyyyyy!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand... I still want a tattoo.

An 'Aishah Goes Zen' production. *grins wide*