It's kinda sad

IT'S KINDA SAD...

I never realised how significant a certain incividual can be. Expecially is said person is actually blood relations. I always lament to my friends how i despise people who make a claim and go back on their own word. Goes to show that they absolutely cannot be trusted to keep a promise.

I told myself years back: I shall never smoke a fag ever in my whole life or start being a serious alcohol consumer and I have never done any since. It's good to keep your own word. There's no feeling that you have betrayed yourself or shown the world what a big hypocrit you are...

Here i am, stuck with a dilemma that someone i know (and at this point do not love as much) has betrayed her/himself. I cannot say who. Let's just call this person Spot for ambiguity's sake. Don't we all seem to have a Spot in our lives that we wish would stick to their word. Makes you lose a large amount of faith, really.

Well, If you make it a point to quit something like, hypothetically, TO FAG. Keep to it. Don't do it just because you have an insane need to show people that you trully are able to stop. In my eyes, the minute you pick it up again... You have a problem.

PLEASE KEEP YOUR DAMN PERSONAL PROMISES. NOBODY LIKES A HYPOCRIT AND YOU MAY BE THE BIGGEST ONE.
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Add in:
BLASPHEME...

A conversation with Vege Boy about god and his weird ways...

{Unincluded is the part where we talk in ye old english about god and the stupid flu bug.}
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Shravan: so how did you come to conclusion that god wears spandex?
Me: errr...
well devil wears prada and you know how god is so virtuous and well... cheap... hahaha
Shravan: is he fashion concious?
Me: *sorry god for this blaspheme...*
Shravan: must be the thign with the frilly robe and harp shit
sorry thinking bout zeus for some reason
Me:hahahaha
isn't it always that way
beard frilly robe harp
Shravan: hahahaha true
wonder why god was given such a wussy image by christians
Me:err...
prolly cos he was born poor?
and well...
you know
jews thought he was a bit nuts
Shravan: hahahahahahahaha
that just made my day nice one
Me:hahaha
*sorry again god for blaspheming one of your wonderful prophets*
Shravan: mine?
Me:not yours
god!
Shravan: sorry didn't see god there
Me: you dont have prophets...
hahahaha
haiz
Shravan: yeah true but we got profits
specially around the waist
Me:hahaha
waittaminute...
hahahahahahaha
well... see... i think thats why muslims dont know what theyre god looks like
hahahaha
Shravan: hahahahahahaha yeah true t
smart of them can't criticise him in anyway
Me: haahahahah
Shravan: hahaha another productive and fulfilling conversation on the mysteries that work this world ( though this is the ultimate mystery of he who is called i am) with you
hhahahaha
Me: interesting
and its just wonderful how the conversation ends up as vague as it started
hahahahaha
Shravan: yep very true
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Forgive my blaspheme... I couldn't help it.