I sit staring at the screen and it's past noon. The sun glared at me through the window plane, the inticate designs on my window grills imprinting a shadow on my tanned skin. I was deep in thought.
Well thought out plans never become a reality without some sticks and stones and other strange, heartwrenching hurdles along the way. I guess I had it all mapped out once upon a time. Heck, I still do. The step by step guide of what I was to amount to, by hook or by crook. The little memo note I made myself years ago so that I would be someone when I grow up and not a nothing. A mere speck of dust in the ever changing ever moving world that is now.
The bright colours of my earring chain catches my attention. The intricate designs of each accessory plays on my creativity. The gentle hues of reds, blues and silvers, the occational pinks and greens that is the spectrum of my nature.
It's 2pm now, lunch. The mundaneness of the day somewhat terrifies me. What also terrifies me is that the insane need for coffee strikes me at the oddest times. Coffee Bean would be a fast cure but is there anyone out there available? No. Sleeping, busy, preoccupied with something else, out of the country. The list is endless.
Results are out in 2 days. I'm quite happy the waiting is almost over. I'm happy that now I know what the horizon holds. Happy that I wonth ave to worry myself to sleep about results. Exam is the epitome of scum.
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