grief

GRIEF.

A few days ago, the mother of my good friend past away because of cancer. A home is torn apart by that cancer, a family left in shreds. I can only begin to imagine how my friend must feel as he realises the abrupt ending of his mothers love. I can only begin to imagine the pain that must be felt at this moment in time and i can only begin to imagine what is running through is mind as his hindsight begins to haunt him. All i can do is sit and watch in horror, momentarily giving thoughts of prayer and words of comfort. Who am i to tell him it's alright when i know that it's not, who am i to tell him to stop shedding his tears as it wont bring her back when i know that i would do the same. The feeling of helplessness amplified by those around you.

I'm about to leave to his house in a moment to pray and sedekah ayat for his mother. In my eyes, she was a great woman. Always walking tall and unwavering and at the same time so levelled and always ready to help the needy.

I think that if i were in this situation, i would have a severe emotional breakdown. My parents mean the world to me, even if i dont say so, and to lose even one parent would be beyond devestating. I pray that not one persons parents suffer the same fate. Amen.
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