I have finished my term!!!!
I be bumming for a week.
Layaning again Sister Hazel's All For You.
It is now worthy of my adoration :D
Since I'm jobless for a week now I shall begin to emo and make lists of random crap...
Things I have realised in the past few minutes:
- I miss my kakis.
- I emo when I'm jobless.
- When I emo I go cari pasangan.
- Or cari pasal...
- Trying to please everyone means you make just ONE person more than slightly miffed some time later. What's worse is that said person means very much to you. Emo bengong.
Things that we all know about me:
- I don't like drama-minggu-ini moments.
- I don't like drama-minggu-ini kind of people.
- I have come to terms with the reaper. If I die I prefer noisy celebrations instead of piteous weepings.
- I have no proper emotions aside from fear, loathing and respect. All other supposed 'emotions' are a mass of convoluted random crap.
My thoughts on death:
- Releases worldly burdens.
- If it was a bother when the dead one was alive, be thankful that dead one is no longer there to ruin the fun.
- If no effort was made during the time of living, of the dead one, there is no use pining about said dead one when dead one dies.
- Heaven and Hell are specific to different persons. If it were my hell, there would be crap music and stupid people surrounding me dispensing vapidity.
- I like the thought of ceasing to exist. It makes life worthwhile instead of living for something that is, supposedly, to be.
Shitty things that happened thus far:
- I lost a tonne of photos due to a bug on my memory card... That means photos of when I was at Em's for his open house. BABAGE!
I need to:
- Clean my room.
- Sort up stuff for next term.
- File everything in proper order for future references.
- Chill the fuuuuck ouuuuuuut.
- Find manjabuds.
Wtf's:
- Jason (lecturer) commented on my retarding use of the English language. I has the Crap-glish now.
- Am I really such the self absorbed douchebag?
- Have I gone into a point in life where "friends" start moving apart and cliques begin to re-form? Where Venn Diagrams of "friends" start to break apart? Where I make more acquaintences out of future necessities "friends" instead of actual friends?
This is nigh depressing. I have books to read.
A caffeinated I is a flurry of thoughts, most of which make not much sense.
Also, my name begins with Number one and the first three letters of 'shall'. Tenacity, i must build more of.
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