Sha Makes Art

I'd like to start off this post by saying that inertia is a bitch.

I say that because I want to do so many different things, make so many artefacts, cook all the food, project all the light and... I just want to do.

The creative process has always been at my core, though it might not be accepted as a process per-se BUT you who are not me will never know what it is to be me, to be in my shoes so I'd like you to please get off whatever educated what-school-so-and-so high horse you're on and accept that the creative process is as different as the creatures that live on this planet.

BUT these endeavours need money.

I literally have a list of things to do which I haven't started because of inertia.

A part of me is also scared of the possibility of winning so hard that there is an expectation put upon me to create more along the same strains. I don't want to.

I want to make what I want to make, when I want to make them.

I dislike deadlines.

I have a list.

I have a list of things to do.

For some of the items on this list, I need a team.

If only because I am not physically capable of doing various things.

For some others, I can do alone.

If only because it is not a physically taxing process.

Also........... I need to flush out my to-do list so I can PATREONNNNNNNNNNNNN YAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

Also, also,
This was something I wrote.

"Anarchists never go with the flow.

They are the black sheep

The stray yarn that you pull and tug until the whole world unravels

Burning in flames as the rest scream

And cry

Like a body without a head

Running

In circles until it too

Drops

To the floor

Cold

I like order

But

One must also understand that

Chaos is the way of the universe and there can only be order through chaos."