It's 4am and I have finished only a quarter of my report.

*Yawn*

Instead I scowered the internet for 80's and 90's cartoons I grew up watching.

I love cartoons.

Today will be spent doing the report.

But I'm so lazy.

Update on Perhentian:

(Attn: JAD)

• Dates now brought to the 30th of June to the 3rd of July because D has a class on Mon. We have to leave rediculously earlyon the 30th then. Hopefully we wont get lost.
• The people who are from the Abdul Chalet are pissing me off. If one says that mail will arrive in my inbox on a stipulated day it better well be there. I would like to kill them.

Junee still wants Abdul Chalet.

arghghghg...

Pansy thinks the words that leak out of my ear is copy-pasted.

I kill him.

Updates on the trip:

(Attn: Pansy, Danny, Junes)

1. Bubbles Resort has confirmed that they have places for us to lodge for 3 nights

• I have sent them an e-mail for the details to get a price quote for the duration, you may commence with the preliminary 'squeee'.

2. I called up Sunny Travels and they said an e-mail from Abdul Chalet will arrive tomorrow-ish.

• I hope they don't give me a tonne of bullshit. I cannot stand tardy tonnes of bullshit. If there is bullshit, make it fast.
• I also hope there's lodging, kind of.

I kinda want to go to Bubbles 'cos Peisee and the lot are superawesome people, plus the house reef is the shizz. And did I mention the peoples are the shizz?

(!!) Baby love for Kai Jin, lovechild of Peisee and Ronnie.

Anyhoots, Junee got her mom's car for the duration of the trip and she and the boys are taking turns to drive.

I have to:

- Do my Cafe report for M&F by Tuesday

- Do bubble diagrams and concepts for DS1 by Wednesday

- Do elevations and mock prints for ACAD 2D by tomorrow

- Do more lagged pieces for PD2 jesuschristsuperstarboodsmoandcthulhu.

I talk to God on a daily basis. I don't do the 5 times a day thing but I do look to random directions and shout out copious amounts of thanks and the occasional obsceneties.

I do love God, but what plans has God for me anyway?

Last night's dream involved spies, villainous corporations, covert operations, sneaking around places pretending to be evil, booby-trapped mazes and me using a mug to beat the shit out of my brother.

Who was the Matahari? Me.

*headdesk*

Pak Pandir jokes don't have the same effects when told in English...

I dreamt a useless dream last night. It was about DS1 work.

I did my shit and passed up and we went on a field trip to the space and lo, I did a shit job at my redesign. Luckily it was just a bubble diagram week so I could fix my spaces...

But still... It was shit bricks in 3 suitcases man...

Add on:

I remember when I was little I used to have pillow fights with my siblings in the TV room. We'd build pillow forts from the couch cushions and end up playing 'The Floor Is Lava". Much to my mother's disdain. 

There was alot of bouncing around on throw pillows to avoid the floor. The table was used as a stepping stone. All which incited the rage of the mothercreature.

Run, siblings, RUN!

Also, we played "Pile the pillows on the kitty,"

Fun times.

Junes wont be making her passport so Bali will be postponed... *grumble*

BUT On the plus side, we're open for Bubbles Resort @ Perhentian Besar, kids!

If I know you and you're in town between the 26th of June and the 5th of July WE WANT YOU to come with us for sun, sand and seaaaaaaa...

xx

To do::

- Client profile for DS1 + Bubble diagram for home + possible ideas for concept 'cos concepts are the shizz.

- F&F + Elevations for CAD 2D, Printed on A2 like a good little plan.

- PD2 *cry*, I have no words left for this subject. NONE AT ALL!! *bursts into more tears*

Btw,

New short up on ProjectAries. 

Enjoy!

BALLS!

Things to do:

- 2D CAD H/W

- Client Profile for DS1 Finals

- At least 3 pieces of PD2 backlog

*Looks at the PD2 backlog with disdain*

haiyooo... how lyddis...

Pansy's paper is tomorrs. I say good luck, pansyyy!

Things that happened today:

1. Misplaced my passport

2. Passed up Mid Term Assignmnet and went back home after receiving Final Assignment Brief.

3. Found the Passport in the super secret hidden drawer of awesome.

If I had lost my passport it would mean no Bali and that would suck bigger than big-time.

Gotta get doing CAD now... Or at least figure out my client profile for the Final Assignment.

Nama saya... BATMAN!

Add-on:

Happy birthday, Na!

I have to renew my passport. It expires mid next month and Bali is END of next month.

Melissa Auf der Maur!

and I'm off my rocker.

Here's to hoping Jason gives us the extension and Goddad giving me the 'okay' for Bali...

Gotta finish the PD2 works after Thursday.

BALI BALI BALI! END OF TERM BALI BALI!

I frikkawt alot.

Wait, I haven't finished my assignments and my PD2 work tergendala.

I just need to get through this week. I promise to finish my rendering!

Random things I love:

#2:

Waking up without being woken up and then rolling around in bed enjoying the blankness.

Edit:

Finished my M&F... now for the DS1.

I dreamt of spaces. Which is strange.

My brain just translated a simple floorplan I had printed out yesterday to a 3D walkthrough...

:|

Syok.

Random things I love:

#1:

Rain. The sound, the smell and the feel of it on my skin.

It's May 15th. Here's a meme. I'm bored and strafing off work.

1. last beverage→ lemon barbican

2. last phone call→ Wilson

3. last text message→ Pansy

4. last song you listened to→ Some teknoh thing Juju was playing oh her phone that can fit like 2 songs only ahahaha...

5. last time you cried → Tak pernah. I don't have tear ducts *denial denial denial*

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice → nopsies

7. been cheated on → I nossosoors

8. kissed someone & regretted it→ YES OMG I DEMAND A DO-OVER!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!

9. lost someone special? → My grandad.

10. been depressed? → Do you know anyone who was never depressed? Tch...

11. been drunk and threw up? → tidak... I'm a responsible drinker. Plus I like watching drunk people.

12. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS: Blue and red. the colour of lebam hahaha... FYI black is not a colour. Black is the absence of light. Get it right, yo.

THIS YEAR(2009) HAVE YOU:
13. Made new friends → yaaaaaa... Pansy and Udon and Squid... to list a few.

14. Fallen out of love → Was never IN-love to begin with.

15. Laughed until you cried → yesh. omg the tears of joy and stomach stitches.

16. Met someone who changed you → nope.

17. Found out who your true friends were → I know who my friends are!

18. Found out someone was talking about you→ err... Like I care if someone wants to bitch.

19. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ yesh yesh... that's not new

20. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?→ say about 95%

21. How many kids do you want to have→ none. 

22. Do you have any pets → Blangkooblangkooooo...

23. Do you want to change your name→ I like my name :D. Hot chick who x-rayed me says its cool too. hahaha

24. What did you do for your last birthday? → BBQ dinner thing. 

25. what time did you wake up today → late enough to be late for a 9:30AM class. 

26. What were you doing at midnight last night → Work... D:

27. Name something you CANNOT wait for → VACAAA!

28. Last time you saw your father→ dinnah tahms

29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? → SMA type 3 and still retain my otak gila.

30. What are you listening to right now -> MSN sounds and the fan... hahaha

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → yesh...

32. What's getting on your nerves right now? → I failure'd a kiss cos I didn't know what was going oooooornnnnnn... D:

33. Most visited webpage → Blogger

34. Whats your real name → The one I use daily... a-durrdurrdurr...

35. Nicknames→ Alot lar.

36. Relationship Status → Single single single yaaaaaaaaaaay :D

37. Zodiac sign → Aries... Let's jom headbutt, cepat before I open up a can of Spank. 

38. Male or female or transgender? → femme who has bigger imagnary balls than any guy!

39. Elementary School? → Sri Inai maju dan jaaaaaaaya membentuk kita semua... mesomethingkan putra putri Malaysia... lalalalalala senentiasaaaaa... Mesomething kita ke hulu berenang ketepian... Selagi kejayaan kutunggu Sri Inai, Sri Inai kuharapkan.

My alma mater is dead.

40. Middle School → I don't want to sing the Mutiara International Song okay. Pergi mampus kau.

41. High school →Refer to above. 

42. Hair color → dark brown

43. Long or short → loooong. Can't be bothered to go cut even if i know i should.

44. Height → 5 kaki pendek, cikgu.

45. Do you have a crush on someone? → tak?

46. What do you like about yourself? → That I'm made of sugar, spice and AWESOMESAUCE!

47. Piercings → Want!

48. Tattoos → WANT!

49. Righty or lefty → righty!

FIRSTS :
50. First surgery → Muscle biopsy at age 4

51. First piercing → age 12 cos mom took so long to get me to the goldsmithy

52. First best friends -> Massy in kindergarden.

53. First sport you joined -> peanut eating! hahahahahahahaha

54. First pet→ a cat. Naturally. 

55. First vacation→ I don't recall! I was too young!

56. First concert→ 7 collar T-shirt. Also cos I snub mainstream music.

57. First Crush→ omg... i don't rememberrrrr...

RIGHT NOW:
58. Eating → Nope, but I am hungrehh...

59. Drinking→ I should get a glass of wattah.

60. Listening to → Fine, fine I'll turn on some moozakk... Inflikted - Cavalera Conspiracy

61. Waiting for → me to get off my arse to get water. hungry lar.

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids → no

59. Want to get married → no

60. Careers in mind → Ruler of the world.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?:

68. Lips or eyes → lips

69. Hugs or kisses → BOTH!

70. Shorter or taller → taller please.

71. Older or Younger → older thanks

72. Romantic or spontaneous - both! spontaneous manja!

73. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms!

74. Sensitive or loud → LOUD LOUD LOUD!

75. Hook-up or relationship → Hello. I'm a commitmentphobe. Pleased to meet you!

77. Trouble maker or hesitant → little bit o both i'm sure.

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → yesh

79. Drank hard liquor → yesh

80. Lost glasses/contacts → yesh

81. Sex on first date → nope

82. Broken someone's heart → I hope not! Sedih kalau yes. Minta maaf okay?

83. Had your own heart broken → nope. never opened up to have it smashed into pieces. 

85. Been arrested → yes D:

86. Turned someone down → errrrrrrrr...

87. Cried when someone died → grandad :(

88. Liked a friend that is a guy→ I'm a chick yo. But then... i don't crush on friends.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → 10000000%!!!

90. Miracles → until I find a cure for SMA. then no.

91. Love at first sight → no.

92. Heaven → no idea......seeing is believing eh? ;)

93. Santa Clause → No. I was the cynical child.

95. Kiss on the first date? → yesh yesh. 

96. Angels → kind orang punya boleh ar. Like "OMG THANKYOU YOU'RE SUCH AN ANGELLLL" 

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → YAAAAAAR...

98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → nope. Polyamourous but it's up to the partah.

100. Posting this as 100 Truths? --> no.

Jadi, if you read through it all... It's pretty much the same as the last ones I did out of boredom. yes I'm still listening to Cavalera Conspiracy.

To do over the weekend... and I HATE PD2.

-Draw out plan for DS1: Res

  - Space Plan

  - F&F Plan

  - M&E Plan

  - Mood Boards for F&F, M&E, for each area if possible.

- Figure out Commercial Project redesign, Cafe. Parrallel to Report.

  - Get pictures and plan of case study around Kuala Lumpur. 

  - Determine feel of cafe

  - Do 5 Material Boards

I'm so terribly busy today.

I left my camera in Wil's car... eiiiiish...

All in all a good day. Nothing else to add.

Things to do:

- PD2 Works

- Figure out spaces for DS1: Res

- Figure out Material boards for M&F

Again the blog has become the virtual post it note. This happens every term!

I'm home.

I'm hungry.

I'm tired.

I'm happy.

I'm buzzed.

I'm working.

MSN doesn't work.

Due dates are impending.

There's alot of things to do.

And still I have time to mess up my biological clock and play tug-o-war with my feelings.

I hate you feelings.

I really, really do.

Amendment:

I'm home. 

I'm full.

I'm strangely rejuvinated.

Ha.

Add on:

"Today, I saw a couple of beetles doing it. Jealous, I quickly crushed them with my boot while screaming, "IF I CAN'T DO IT, NOBODY WILL!" All the little kids playing on the local playground, including parents supervising them, gave me dirty, confused looks. FML"

Sounds like something I wuld do. FML.

Hello hello hello. turns out Zurs has started a blog...

After all those years of "I can't be arsed to blog."

So yes... Bali end of June anyone?

Happy Muddah's Day.

I have nothing else to add.

*headdesk*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMUM!

78 and you're still smiling wide.

I love you~!

P/S:

I was browsing through the blog again... It's amazing how much I've changed and yet stayed the same all these years.

Better post quick, there's a scheduled outage sometime today.

Things to do:

- All backlogged rendering for PD2 (due monday afternoon)

- Material Board for M&F (due Tuesday afternoon)

- Spaces and Mood Board thoughts for DS1 (Due Tuesday afternoon? Or Wednesday morning)

I want cuddlies. And breakfast...

Breakfast Cuddlies!

Prolly will continue the post when something exciting happens.

G'marnin ladies and 'gentel'men.

Brought to you by Cik Otak Tak Betul, 

THE

Guy scaring checklist:

1. Face problem

2. SMA Type 3

3. Charm and wit from HELL

4. Emoemoemo for a while

5. Gila for a while

6. red blooded female approach.

AND IF ALL ELSE FAILS:

7. Multiple personality outside PMS syndrome.

Way to go commitmentphobia!

If you're reading this, I'm already in class.

And I'm doing one of 2 things:

being bored OR Mid term assignment musings. Chances are I'm doing the latter.

Yay for scheduled postings?

I'm contibuing this post at Starschmucks.

I had no say in it. They have internet. I am pretty much sedated by that.

ACAD here I come!

A:

*how much of a woman are you?

Me:

*round about 100% physically

*why?

A:

*mentally?

Me:

*depends 

*right now about 80%

A:

*where'd the other 20% go?

Me:

*male posturing

Amoral.

adj.

1. Not admitting of moral distinctions or judgments; neither moral nor immoral.
2. Lacking moral sensibility; not caring about right and wrong.

I love amorality sometimes.

Polyamourous, Bisexual and Autoerotic.

Can you smell the fail??

"3.Must download every metal album and drive my housemates to the wall"

- Pansy Bird in his now dead blog.

Got last term's results and I'm only moderately happy with it. I hope it keeps up for the next bazillionth terms...

D:

I go do my CAD now 'cos I have a feeling that Jason's work will be more than a handful. And I'm still behind on all my presentation draawing craps.

Welcome to the wonderful world of not awesome.

Oh, and God? If you're there... Go suck eggs.

She's going to kill me one day. With just her voice.

Her supersonic shrill voice. She's going to kill me.

She's going to kill me.

P/S: Pansyyyyyy... get on Plurk. Prease?

SCARY is a guy friend coming over alone to your house at 1am without people thinking of something else going on.

AWESOME is when you take all the good music said guy friend has from his hard drive for your listening pleasure.

AWKWARD is when guy friend's guy friends come over and there's 4 of them.

EVEN MORE AWKWARD is when those four never get to chill since they keep anticipating mothercreature coming downstairs and turning on the wrath.

ABSOFUCKINLUTELY ATTRACTIVE is one of your guy friend's guy friend.

NOT SO ATTRACTIVE is when you find out guy friend just went through a breakup.

BETTER is when you find out break-up was mutual.

INTERESTING is when you find out one of the guy friend's guy friend has a fetish.

HILARIOUS is when your guy friend tells you that one of his friends was absolutely terrified.

TERRIFIC is when people are taken aback by culture shock.

Click HERE to see what's so funny.
DAR is awesome!

It offends me so much when random shits who have some small disability come up to you and ask for some kind of donation.

Yes, I know what you're all thinking, 'Oh but he's cacat/handicap/disabled/differently abled/not able/insert whatever you want',

I'M FUCKIN' DISABLED HORAIT BUT I HAVE THE COMMON DECENCY TO NOT BEG LIKE A DOG!

Look, if one can comprehend the words that come out of a potential employer's mouth and don't have an IQ below average one can FUCKING WORK LIKE EVERY OTHER PERSON.

BEGGING is not the answer, goddamnit!

I mean It's okay if you're clinically retarded but COME ON! People with no arms can make handicrafts, some dude with less than normal limbs can fix fucking bikes for a living for chrissakes!

Malays are the target audience. I don't know if one is educated or not one has no fucking right to ask for donations. Is there a problem when it comes to getting off ones LAZY ARSE to write a goddamn resume or go to a fucking cheap polytech and eventually get some work? Shit, if life were about begging... *continues unabashedly*

There is Braille. There is sign language. There are mediums which those who cannot speak, see or hear can depend on! That's why it's THERE!

Go on, crowd of pitchforks and torches, I dare you to make an arguement.

Do it.

Fuckin' hell.

It is May and tomorrow is Douchey's birthday.

If your number is still the same, Douchey, Expect a call from me I dunno... around noonish?

Gotta list down things to buy so I can go toiletry shopping.