kena study

I malas nak blog...

London has monsoon season.

Great.

(grandad suruh study dah... pi la)

calmed a little

Now that I can finally think about it,

I've never been one for the academics.
Always the one in the back row,
always one in the lower class,
always the one cracking jokes,
never really paying attention.

I knew that it wouldn't matter,
I knew that the world didn't want a scholar.

Though the present thought stands,
I still feel like the biggest loser,
The biggest failure,
the biggest dunce.

The part in life where everyone wants to have,
the part that makes work a lot easier to find,
the part which defines the money you rake in
even if in the world today.

Though singers never did pass third grade,
though multi-billionaires only just recieved their degree,
though famous stars never used their brain for anything but to hit the flying balls,
I could not be one of them.

I live a life which needs a paper
a certificate of achievements
a small and insignificant scroll.

The harder I try,
The harder I push myself,
The harde the cliffs the deeper the seas,
I still hang just below everyone's expectations.

Shame lingers.
It takes twice to get things right.
I hope.

*sob*

sayang, sayang...
Cheer me up please?
My world has gone to shit and I can't do anything about it.

sayang, sayang,
You keep saying it's gonna be okay,
It's gonna be fine and I know I should be glad that it is.

sayang, sayang...
The smile on your face makes it a little better,
I think you should just keep it on you until I get my bounce back.

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I don't know who my 'sayang, sayang' is but if you're out there. Smile for me okay?

say what?

I didn't know it was haram to shave your head bald...
But Sharifah Amani,
You GO GIRL!
DO lah whatever you want...

Also, what else did i read in NST today?

Oh ya... from yesterday and the day before and the days before that...
Umm...
Them whites have Brad and whatever celebs getting married and we get a lost and lonely Pak Lah getting married.
Oh yea, yea... you men are so pathetic.
Male bashing. Sorry guys. hahahaha...

aaaaaaaaaand...
Sad news, Michelle is LEAVING!
*cries*
Now who am I gonna talk law kok with?
sighhhhhh...

my brother the language barrier

So this was after my youngest b(r)other came back from his golf game...

Ariff: Kak Har, saya... saya... saya... Kakak Nafisah, what's 'feel' in Malay?

Naf: Rasa lah!

Ariff: Kak Har, saya rasa... saya rasa... saya rasa... errr... Kakak Nafisah, what's 'dirty' in Malay?

Naf: Oh my god, your malay sucks. It's 'kotor' lah...

Ariff: Oh, ya... Kak Har, saya rasa kotor!

Then my mom told him to go mandi.
Memalukan kaum melayu and well, this family and all that jazz...
But come to think of it...
MY malay bukannya syok sangat pun!
*smirks*

buggahhhhh

Shittus number 1:

Actorlympics detiorate dah.
For an avid fan, I was unamused by the audience lack of participation
I'm sure the actorlympiads were frustrated too.
Senyap like babi, save me, my compadres and some handfull of other people...
Lain lain macam mati.

Shittus number 2:

My phone decided to die.
So, I'm gonna fix it, trade in and get a Motorola.
Nokia is so kiddy.

Now, the phone numbers of my favourite favourite babes have disappeared because it didn't occur to me to save it in the sim card.
That's what happens with phone phone canggih kan?
Mati.

Currently am using dad's old MotoRAZR which has a fake cover and mould growing undert he screen.
It's mould.
Trust me.
So which Motorola should I get?

actorlympics is back

YAY!

And I'll be watching it tomorrow.
*grins*

hehehehhee...

And they guy destined to be my boredom saviour just by randomly laughing is leaving me...
DAMNITTTTTTTTTT...................

Oh and work is going well, thanks for asking.