Dear all,

If this is posted, know that I am out with some mates doing stuff to herald the coming of the new year, or to be more accurate, the arrival of. Also, if I know you, why the hell are you not out celebrating it with me?

Anyhoots, Got tagged on a brilliant videoblog by Robin Sharma and finally answering his questions for the best damn year so far.

1. Celebrate:

- Finally getting my Open Water Diver's license.
- Finishing the Advance Diploma in Interior Design awarded by Raffles International College.
- Interning at Veritas Interiors for 2 months.
- Meeting and bonding with a bunch of amazing people.
- Getting rid of the nonsense persons in my life who were there to pull me down.
- Finding the thing I would PAY to do because it makes me happy.
- Limited my facebook meanderings to 'strictly business'.
- Successful parties and gatherings.
- Got accepted into RMIT for the ID Degree.
- Got a Distributorship in my personal business.

2. Education:

- The universe loves me.
- I love me.
- Mother is always right, don't fight her. Even if she's wrong she's right.
- When people say something contrary to your beliefs, it's merely an opinion they're allowed to have so you don't have to take it to heart. What you want to do is what you want to do. Nobody can convince you otherwise.
- Always do what is right. Never do something merely because it's easier.
- You are judged by the company you keep so keep the best company around you at all times. That or diversify.
- What was I doing when I acheived my best results from the past year? I was diving headfirst into a multitude of projects, successfully dividing my time for each task and focusing on each project with all my being to get it done.

3. Clarification:

- Big 5's for the new year:
   -- Become completely self-dependant.
   -- Fall in love
   -- Make a multitude of new friends and contacts in Melbourne
   -- Be an efficient businesswoman
   -- Ace all my subjects.
- Top 5 values for the new year:
   -- Honesty
   -- Passion
   -- Tenacity
   -- Creativity
   -- Audacity.
- 5 goals for the next 12 months: 
   -- Find someone who captivates my body and mind so entirely that I cannot imagine life without him/her.
   -- Reach RGSA status in my personal business.
   -- Get a project showcased in the University Gallery.
   -- Have an amazing 24th birthday in a new location with new friends and an amazing housemate (MAY OMG MAAAAAY!!!).
   -- Be healthier than I ever was.

4. Graduation and 5. Visualisation
- Will be done continuously and fluidly.
- I need to start waking up early again... Like 8AM (though the recommended is 5AM)
- Be totally badass again because being irrefutably awesome is not enough anymore.

Ah, yes, and a year in quotes by yours truly:

"I hate cowards... With the heated passion of ten suns. I thought I'd add that in to show how intense the hatred is."

"Also, trust your instincts. They never lie."

"If you fail to plan, you plan to fail,"

"I want to take your brain, clone bits of it and transplant it into... someone else's body, can?"

"I think I need to recount the point system. HAHAHAHH 10.5? HAAHAHAHAHA..."

"Yep, Imperial March is my theme song now."

"I feel bloated. Shark week sucks balls."

"I had another zombie apocalypse dream and it wasn't scary at all!"

"COOKIES -- YEAH, YOU HEARD ME! BRING IT!"

"Corporate heresy and deskjobs are bad for my soul."

"Or, in my case, brain synapses which cause varying degrees of dopamine, norepinepherine, testosterone and phenylethylamine to be produced which generates a feeling of comfort and fluffy wuzzy bubbles... a.k.a Butterflies."

"I make it sound like I'm keeping a journal for the zombie apocalypse."

"Consider my ego stroked."

"You know, you really only have 10 years or less after graduating to make enough to live la dolce vita. I am not interested in the rat race."

"Listening to Incubus's cover of Turning Japanese before listening to The Vapours doing the original throws you off balance."

"Financially independant at 35."

"I am also so sick of apologising!"

"And I have acquired The Vampire Diaries season 1 to keep me company while I try and negate the existence of stupid people."

"DAMNIT SKILLS, I WANT YOU BACK!"

"I create my own happiness, I relish in my own joys and I'll revel in my own awesomeness!"

"At least my Bullshit Lobe on the middle of my brain still works."

"My subconscious is creepy... and weird."

"My hair is really nice today. I've been flipping it over shoulder and saying "Psheaaaaaa..." because it sounds really funny."

"How come nobody ever get's a misscall in a horror movie?"

"I don't know. My subconscious is weird."

"Jiggly butt... jiggly wiggley wiggley butt."

"More so the shenanigans that comes along with the territory of being disabled."

"It toggles from really heavy to mockingly light at whim. I also think it doesn't like me very much."

"Why does weird shit happen when I dream?"

"I have this uncanny ability to dig my own grave."

HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAVE A GREAT 2011!

I can't write because I just woke up and my thoughts are segmented so until it gets more fluid, it's going to look like my plurks.

I dreamt that I went to a Slipknot concert in Genting when I was on the way back from somewhere and Adam Celup was there. *shrugs* So weird...

And now I'm singing the traffic report I made up to the tune of George Michael's Faith.
I'm so weird. I love it! hahahaha...

My dad opened the door to everyone's room this morning and went "Elloelloelloelloelloelloello..."

I will listen to more Robin Sharma stuff becase he's a genius when it comes to bringing out a person's full potential.

Hot bath and serious scrubbing time,
Wash hair,
Smell nice
Food,
Sort out bits of room and do some filing,
Rinse out the dust and pack for tonight's meanderings
Go to Junee's

I want KFC Chikins...

Oh, yeah, and hello leaving-the-country stress. :(

Went for lunch with Zita, Christina and Iski because Zita is leaving for UK tonight at 9PM. Won't be seeing her for the next... year. D:
Anyway, the topic of conversation was how people need to learn to break up permanently and stop complaining about their chosen mate. They also need to learn that being alone is not necessarily a bad thing.

Me: Alone time is good.
Iski: ... If you have a vibrator.

Me: *blink blink* YOU DID NOT JUST SAY THAT!

Hilarity ensues.

I hung out at Zita's after lunch with Christina just talking and laughing and watching her pack.

I can't believe I just translated 'the cat is on the chair, the monkey is on the branch, the mouse is under the table'. Hahahahahahah... I think I'm going a wee bit mental.

Whoops, the computer just swore at me in French.
hahahahaha...

I hate cowards... With the heated passion of ten suns. I thought I'd add that in to show how intense the hatred is.

MEN! IF YOU CAN GROW A BEARD!

THE BEARD QUEST!

I need to get out of this city.
Also, apparently I'm less badass.
NO!
Also, trust your instincts. They never lie.
Especially mine.
Epic rant post on the secret blog. With obscene amounts of colourful swearing this time.
I'm damn well getting my badassness back.
And the walls are coming right back up to full power.

- Reformat computer after backing everything up
- Clean room properly and sort out everything that stays and goes
- Read more
- Go back to being Zen
- Find appropriate guy to hit on and invest a month and a half worth of energy in
- Buy new external hard drive

Wednesday left tentative for Meers and Syaf to be fed by yours truly before convening to the TV room for a movie. Tentative because Wednesday is my brother's birthday and I'm not sure if we're going for dinner or if he wants to do anything in celebration of him turning... 18? Yes, 18.
Whelp, turns out the mates have to come after 10 cos I'll be out eating sushi at Hajime to in celebration of. :D

Still have to figure out what to watch that night and I have to hook the laptop up to the TV for viewing pleasure. It's really uup to those two what they wanna watch actually.

Need to clean room some more, rearrange a lot of stuff, go to Ikea to buy boxes to store a lot of stuff, rearrange my charm bracelet to accomodate a new piece of trinket.

Ah, I started a new book, L.A. Banks' The Huntress, and am watching all the movies in my hard drive that I've not watched. A month and a half. Wow.

Tron is gooooooooooood... Especially because Jeff Bridges is in it. He's sooooo cooooooooooooooool... hehehehheehhehehe...
If you don't know why you should watch The Big Lebowski.

I is need to go huntings. WARGH!

Lovely Christmas Eve with a full day of epic fullness, Christmas Day just chilling out with Mo and Post-Christmas this year with the TTDI Clan.
Now who the toss gave me a giant lolly for Christmas? Some people give the strangest gifts...
Oh, and My team won for Charades. In as well were Danny, Ikhsan, Nawi, Faheem and Faheem's girlfriend, Hana. We has kink-link. It's weird. Auto-gel.

Anyway, it's nigh 3AM. I feel an itch that needs to be scratched because it seems that I have not been in the presence of enough intellectually stimulating individuals. I probably need to get back to the amazing world of being busy.
Have stimulating conversations often enough and one tends to forget about the itch.
Stay alone at home long enough and you get this aggravating rash of an itch that craves to be scratched and speaks to you. And trust me, it speaks volumes.

I... have less... tummy fats. YEAY!

People say that a large forehead means you are intelligent/smart/bright/wise/etc.
And fat earlobes mean that you will be prosperous/well-off/financially free.
I have both.
*shrugs*

I have Sara Bareilles stuck on repeat.
I wish I was as poetic as she is. So awesome. So so so awesome.

Backtrack to Christmas day when I hung out with Momocat. We bitched as usual but the topic that came out more than once was about stimulating people and how we both feel that we're pretty smug that we were the weird kids in school. Well, I was anyway. I still am pretty smug -- and according to Junes, pretty condescending.

We're all probably going to be at Grass of Patch again for NYE. It's now a tradition that everyone might not be likely to break any time soon. So this time, more twister, charades, taboo? Perhaps someone to snog when the ball drops? Definitely Chicken this time and not pizza. Pizza gets cold fast... and kinda gets not tasty anymore.

And a side note saying how I get somewhat jealous of the couples I'm in the same room with mainly because they found someone they could boss around, get bossed around and/or act like a complete retard with. May their love and adoration NEVER end because they GMH. :D

Countdown to Melby: A month and a half.
Yeah, and Momocat said I'm less badass and I've become mellow. I told her badassness only came from the fact that I intended to be on the same badassery level as the bloke I was seeing, or higher.

I had a weird dream again. This time there were two of us moving into one apartment and at the same time I was getting used to being an ID consultant working with other people, especially suppliers. I can't remember what my colleagues looked like, nor can I remember the faces of anyone else but the point is... I tried to pick up a hot supplier. Hahahaha... Wow, if I don't shark in life my dreams shark for me? hahahahaha...

Anyway, Supplier guy was actually across the table from me while we were dealing with the price of his wares and he decided on 220/sq feet. I made the giant goo-goo eyes and he brought it down further to 200/sq feet. I wasn't sure what went on there but I took it as a cue. He was still pussyfooting around. So what did I do? We were walking in this area that looks like a really old park with moss growing over the stairs (new dream scene, yay?), chain link fence overhead with a small opening and a large van/lumbago/trailer parked outside that said 'Try-outs for Alice In Wonderland" and I asked him if it was weird if I asked him to go out with me. He smiled and asked me if I was trying out as Alice. I told him I've been in AiW thrice and wasn't interested anymore. He wanted to check out the scene so he stayed in line. I waled ahead to check out the people, walked past the chain link fence, down a step and the scene changed to the apartment. I don't like the apartment, it's pretty ugly. The bathroom is really REALLY ugly and wet. Ergh.

Skip to the bit where I come back to the trailer/lumbago/van, he was still there and I was holding something, I think it was cloth. Really super soft cloth. I went up the step through the chain-link fence, realised that auditions were over but he was still there waiting for something. He smiled at me from far away and suddenly acquired a posse and we walked past him singing The Wizard of Oz's We're off to See the Wizard. Strange. He sang along at one point too, I mean who doesn't sing along to that song??

Good question: Who are these people in my dream sequences and why am I trying to pick them up? He's really cute though.

June's place for makanans and minumans and general sessions of chillouts with the TTDI Clan today. For a happy boxing day celebration hahaha... Junee's last makanfest with the KL kids for the next 5 months.

Should I make profiteroles this morning? Hmmm... Yes.

Alright, might not make Oyster Party Part Deux because I don't feel like it. Of course there's still a matter of going to Cherating for a break in January for 2 nights.

Oh, man, January is going to be amazing!

Liza gave me a locket that you can keep pictures in so what I'm actually going to do is NOT put a picture in but write a note to myself, roll it up and put it there, a little prayer so to speak. A prayer for myself that I shall keep with me all the time. I'm fiddling with the trinket right now while thinking of a quote to put in. It's much too small for me to write a letter to myself for the future.

Haha... I'm sentimental like that. It would also make a kickass present in general. Heart with a note.



"Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long,"

Sara Bareilles love.
Momocat love, too!

People to meet up with:
Adam, Michelle Lee, Mountain Man, Ninatoods, Mark.

Shitty deal is a major fuck-up the day after your birthday.
You live, you learn.
So, where was I in all this rubbish?
Getting antsy as usual because the sure-fire way to make me anxious and worried is to keep your phone off and inaccessible to... ME. And, there's no other way to get a hold of you.
Those who know me know how much I freak out.
And trust me, I called a billion times. Okay... five, or something, but who's counting?
It was a damn good thing I was ridiculously busy today otherwise I'd be out of my mind and consumed.

That said,
I need to shark... The itch is so amazingly potent to get me off me arse.

Anyway,
TFM Official Launch 9:45AM, Lunch with JY 1PM, breather 3PM, Grammas for cousin's birthday 4PM, Liza's birthday dinner 7PM, smokes with RSGC Clan 10PM, breather12AM, Judge and Bishop comes over 1AM, day finally over 2:30AM. Sleep at 3-ishAM.

If I had a *koff*boyfriend*koff* he'd tell me to get off the farken laptop and do something productive like read a book.

Note to self: tell Bishop bout the 'burping guy'.