Note to self.

Community Creation through writing
- Write about your experiences, interactions with people, interactions with space.
- Keep writing to 5 minutes... cos that's about the amount of time for people to ramble and still be interesting.
- Videos are good (because people have short attention spans)

Dear me, in relation to the above topic.
You know all this. You ask anyway. Why?
Because you are lazy. Itu sahaja.

Also...
It suddenly occurred to me that I can be a mystery hotel shopper.
Who specialises in disability access.
Why have I not thought about this before?
How do I get into this?
TELL ME NIAUUU...

Malaysia is a weird country.
We do everything to protect disabled children and try to let them grow healthy and strong and smart.
BUT once they are grown they aren't allowed the ability to find work they want in the companies that have accepted them BECAUSE these companies aren't accessible and don't have disabled friendly facilities.
They aren't allowed to be independent BECAUSE everything around them wasn't made to allow them to do things themselves.
So how then, you've raised a disabled child to believe in themselves but society hasn't fought enough for equal rights to life and living because adults aren't as important as children.

When I think of this, I come to a conclusion that you should have let us die.

Also,
I just found out that Malaysia is a State signatory of the UN Convention on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities which I find interesting because nothing is done to follow this pun.

Also, someone wrote an entire Journal on Employment of PWD in Malaysia: Drivers and Inhibitors and it looks like there's more inhibitors than there are drivers.

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Today we talk about mobility devices that have allowed PWDs to explore terrains in non-conventional wheelchairs.

http://www.delichon.uk/shop/hippocampe/beach-wheelchairs

Driving Miss Angry

I want to drive a car.

To have a car but not be able to drive it is hands down one of the most frustrating things in the world.
Then I found out that Hospital Rehab Cheras has a Driving Simulator.

Catch 1: Right now the driving sim is broken and we don't know when it'll be fixed.
Because the government agencies are famous for tardiness... unless we have to pay them for summons or whatever. Bastards.

Catch 2: The driving sim operates on a pull-push system for acceleration and breaks which I find a bit clunky so I did some research.

EMC AEVIT 2.0
This system is used heavily in the US to enable people with various disabilities, the ones I saw were paraplegics who wanted to function normally without the absolute help from others which I also need. Autonomy is king! SOVEREIGNITY IS KING!!!

It doesn't use a push-pull system but instead a series of monitors and joystick type things... it looks super easy to work with and also very close to how a game pad works... This is good. Why?
Because I can drive in videogames.

Catch 3: Getting into and out of the car.
I don't have the typical wheelchairs that you can drive into the car and start driving straight up because I use a Travelscoot. It's more like a tiny motorised tricycle which means I have to get off it and go towards the front of my car, maybe with the aid of crutches. How do I load up the car with the scooter?

Something like this... Hoist lifts (This one's called the Armstrong Lift but I expect there to be more types out there).



Because I have issues with sit to stand, getting into the car will not be a problem provided it's a car close to my height getting out on the other hand... maybe a little bit more difficult. What systems can I put in place to make sure I can get in and out safely? (Aside from getting a tall-ish car straight off the bat). I think my only option is to have a slighly taller car. It's also good so people don't bully you on the road which is always an issue in Malaysia.


...
I think having all these mods would definitely make it amazingly easy for me to drive. It also makes it a very attainable goal. Cheers to me! If this works out, we'll figure out how to monetise this so that other OKUs can drive too.

VIVAMUS MOBILITATEM!

Sha Makes Art

I'd like to start off this post by saying that inertia is a bitch.

I say that because I want to do so many different things, make so many artefacts, cook all the food, project all the light and... I just want to do.

The creative process has always been at my core, though it might not be accepted as a process per-se BUT you who are not me will never know what it is to be me, to be in my shoes so I'd like you to please get off whatever educated what-school-so-and-so high horse you're on and accept that the creative process is as different as the creatures that live on this planet.

BUT these endeavours need money.

I literally have a list of things to do which I haven't started because of inertia.

A part of me is also scared of the possibility of winning so hard that there is an expectation put upon me to create more along the same strains. I don't want to.

I want to make what I want to make, when I want to make them.

I dislike deadlines.

I have a list.

I have a list of things to do.

For some of the items on this list, I need a team.

If only because I am not physically capable of doing various things.

For some others, I can do alone.

If only because it is not a physically taxing process.

Also........... I need to flush out my to-do list so I can PATREONNNNNNNNNNNNN YAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

Also, also,
This was something I wrote.

"Anarchists never go with the flow.

They are the black sheep

The stray yarn that you pull and tug until the whole world unravels

Burning in flames as the rest scream

And cry

Like a body without a head

Running

In circles until it too

Drops

To the floor

Cold

I like order

But

One must also understand that

Chaos is the way of the universe and there can only be order through chaos."

It's almost 4AM... I had coffee late... hahahaha

Alfred posted this so now I'm reposting it... Because I ain't sleepy.

Here are the rules for you to ignore or adhere to as you see fit: (copy & paste) in your status update, list 12 albums that have stayed with you (whatever that brings to mind for you) - but, and this is the most important rule/non-rule only 1 per band/artist. Don't take too long and no need to think too hard. Tag ten Facebook friends (including me) and get them to do the same thing. We'll leave compilation albums out please. Happy reminiscing!

Also, mind, I'm not tagging (nor did I tag) anyone and this one will have a long story about why these albums stuck with me and only the ones where I love THE ENTIRE album. These made the cut.

1. QUEEN's Greatest Hits
This one's easy. It's the first album gifted to me by the fathur when I was in grade 1. Stuck with me forever.

2. QUEENThe Crusader's Chain Reaction
Possible Introductory album to Jazz/Funk, rifled through the fathur's music stash. NO RAGRETSSSS

3. TUPAC's Until The End Of Time
I have a soft spot for Gangsta Rap. Also, I'm like the least OG person ever. hahahaha

4. INCUBUS' A Crow Left Of The Murder
I. LOVE. INCUBUS. And I hate that I can't list down their entire discography

5. BONE THUGS 'N' HARMONY's The Art Of War
The amount of times I listened to this was incredible... I even memorised EVERY song and rapped along to it. I know, right? What?

6. KORN's Untouchables
This album was cathartic to 14 year old Sha.

7. SYSTEM OF A DOWN's Steal This Album!
This album was hilarious and bouncy to late teens Sha

8. SOUNDGARDEN's Superunknown
Better than Nirvana on all fronts. Hands down.

9. DETHKLOK's Dethalbum (because lol)
Seriously, Branden Smalls is amazing. Want. Also because I love Metalocalypse.

10. CAMILLE's Le Sac De Filles
Hello, Bossa Nova and awesome stage music live things!

11. SEVEN COLLAR T-SHIRT's Drones
Yes. Just yes.

12. GTA: ST ANDREAS, K-DST Radio channel. (Does this even count? It does now haha)
Little Brother played GTA:SA so much that this channel is embedded in my brain. Comedy gold is my fathur reacting to this...
"Pak hitam listening to white rock. hahahahahaha"

I do believe my post on how to retort to people who throw religion upon you is... gone. I don't know how. So here's a re-cap!

Verses in the Quran that you can spurt to shut up holier-than-thou comments:

Numberrrrrrrr 3:

Surah Ghafir, Ayat 20 (40:20)

وَاللَّهُ يَقْضِي بِالْحَقِّ ۖ وَالَّذِينَ يَدْعُونَ مِنْ دُونِهِ لَا يَقْضُونَ بِشَيْءٍ ۗ إِنَّ اللَّهَ هُوَ السَّمِيعُ الْبَصِيرُ

And Allah judges with truth, while those they invoke besides Him judge not with anything. Indeed, Allah - He is the Hearing, the Seeing.

Numero 2:

Surah Al-Hujurat, Ayat 11 (49:11)

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا لَا يَسْخَرْ قَوْمٌ مِنْ قَوْمٍ عَسَىٰ أَنْ يَكُونُوا خَيْرًا مِنْهُمْ وَلَا نِسَاءٌ مِنْ نِسَاءٍ عَسَىٰ أَنْ يَكُنَّ خَيْرًا مِنْهُنَّ ۖ وَلَا تَلْمِزُوا أَنْفُسَكُمْ وَلَا تَنَابَزُوا بِالْأَلْقَابِ ۖ بِئْسَ الِاسْمُ الْفُسُوقُ بَعْدَ الْإِيمَانِ ۚ وَمَنْ لَمْ يَتُبْ فَأُولَٰئِكَ هُمُ الظَّالِمُونَ

O you who have believed, let not a people ridicule [another] people; perhaps they may be better than them; nor let women ridicule [other] women; perhaps they may be better than them. And do not insult one another and do not call each other by [offensive] nicknames. Wretched is the name of disobedience after [one's] faith. And whoever does not repent - then it is those who are the wrongdoers.

NUUMBER OOOOOONE:

Surah At-Tin, Ayat 8 (95:8)

أَلَيْسَ اللَّهُ بِأَحْكَمِ الْحَاكِمِينَ

Is not Allah the best of all Judges?

Aaaaaaanyway,

Hello, internetizens, for another dose of... me. Haha.

Apparently an hour of reading your chosen field a day will make you some kind of expert within a few years. I could try it out but what I really need to do is start my investing shtick. Need my monays because monetary/financial freedom means you get a choice. It's really all I ask for.

I guess I should get to reading.

Also,

Evidently, if I am super grumpy and disagreeable, one of three things can be done to rectify this:
1. Feed me food for I am hangry.
2. Let me sleep because I will cut you.
3. I need alone time. Me time. Pyjama time. Leave me be to my own devices until I see fit to resume socialisation.

Diving Fiascos

If ever I decided to make a satirical Guide to Me, titled "Guide To The Care And Maintenance Of Your Sha", Chapter five will have to be on Diving.

There's a bit of a schtick when you're in love with the ocean but you're weaker than a really weak guy (No offence to weak guys) because diving most of the time involves shimmying into a caccon of a second skin, designed to make you feel like you're about to suffocate.

AND You're carrying several tens of kilos worth of gear.

AND You have to resign yourself to depending on another person.

DAY 3 OF THE 30 DAY SONG CHALLENGE! (a.k.a T-28D)

What is a song that makes me happy?

Merv Griffin's Lovely Bunch Of Coconuts

A song from the most embarrassing album I own?

Ehhhhhhh... quite possibly Weezer - Beverly Hills

Oh, thought catalogue, sometimes you amuse me so with how you put things (well, some of them, anyway) inside my head into lists... Like this one.

And here they are, with colour commentary.

1. You have a lot of opinions about a lot of things, and you just can’t keep them to yourself. 
   -- There's being a complete arsehole and then there's being diplomatically blunt. One makes you less of a human being, the other makes you heard. And everyone is entitled to their opinion.
2. You mean what you say and say what you mean – none of that Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus nonsense. 
   -- Your word is how you represent yourself. Words are powerful things. If you can't stick to your word then you don't have much of an integrity to begin with.
3. You never back-down from an argument. You’re not always starting them but you sure as hell finish them when necessary. 
   -- Key words: When Necessary. Often, it's to know when you're wrong and to apologise. If the other person is gearing in for a fight of mammoth proportions, why give it to them. 
4. You have really high standards for the people you choose to be around and you’re not afraid to leave behind those who cannot meet it. 
   -- Yeeeeehp, that's happened more than once.
5. You’ve got even higher standards for any person who wants to be with you, romantically. 
   -- Yeeeeeeeehp, that's DEFINITELY happened waaaaay more than too many times.
6. You’d much rather fail at doing things your way than succeed while being a people-pleaser. 
   -- I have failed many times doing it my way that it's worth taking the time to know that my way or the highway is not that great a credo. You can improve the system only when you know it inside out.
7. You do not tolerate drama but you also will stand up for yourself if the situation calls for it. 
   -- *nods*
8. You love being in charge, taking control, and anything and everything that makes you feel powerful. 
   -- As seen from today's events, that is highly evident.
9. You’re called high maintenance for knowing what you like (and what you like happens to be of finer tastes.) 
   -- Pshaaaaaaaaaaaa I'm not H.M., okay, maybe a little bit.
10. Coco Chanel, Maya Angelou, and Queen Victoria are your spirit animals. 
    -- Margaret Thatcher, actually. Queen Vic's alright too.
11. You’ve always thought aspiring to be “like a man” is something people who lack ambition do. 
    -- I have nothing to say to this. Like A man is different from THE man.
12. You are not afraid to ask your boss for a raise because you want to be paid what you deserve. 
    -- *nods*
13. When you want something, you go for it, unapologetically. 
    -- Unless there's vested interest then the status quo is kept until timing is appropriate.
14. You are not afraid to “be alone” because that is 1000 times better than getting less than what you deserve. 
    -- Yup. Refer to #5
15. In a relationship, you ask for what you need and you are willing to compromise some things, but not everything. 
    -- Compromise and understanding, amongst other things, is key to a strong relationship. That and the fact that you've made that choice to be in one, that's the bed you made. Sleep in it.
16. You make disloyal people regret their words and/or actions. 
    -- Or just leave them. I hold loyalty in very high regard, in fact, it shares the podium with honesty.
17. But you never take revenge, because you know the best revenge is success. 
    -- Cold, slow burns work way better than quick hot ones.
18. You also always forgive your enemies but like every sensible person, “you never forget their names.” 
    -- Or what they did. As Sun Tzu said, 'Know thy enemy,'
19. You don’t apologize for crying or not crying. 
    -- I DO WHAT I WANT! although, the last time I actually cried was... a while back.
20. You relish your strengths and accept your weaknesses and consider self-growth an everyday endeavor. 
    -- Oprah said you gotta keep yourself full before you can help anyone else.
21. You intimidate people with your confidence – not just men or women – people in general. 
    -- I don't know if this is true, I'd like to think I'm a cute fluffy friendly bunny.
22. You are allergic to people’s bullshit and you do not hesitate to inform them of that. 
    -- I'm allergic to drama...
23. You like to think of yourself as “not a lover or a fighter” but someone who will indeed, “fight for what and whom they love.” 
    -- Fighter. With a hero complex. :|
24. You’re not afraid of being called difficult because you know it’s just a word society uses for women who aren’t afraid to challenge the status quo. 
    -- Call me Miss Bossypants. That's right, PANTS.
25. And you are always slightly overdressed for everything. 
    -- Actually, this one is wrong. I dress comfortably. Ain't nobody I really want to impress...

Sekian.

I have two large 6mm MDF boards sitting behind a couch and I have no idea what to do with it...
I'm giving one to Grets so that she can have a go at mosaic art... That leaves the other, bigger one. Paint it black and draw on it with white marker? But what?

I could do a giant doodle, write a really long poem and arrange it as an image, tell a story, do something escher-esque, a collage, a painting, a collage-painting, a sculpture piece?

Something geometric, something monochrome, something done in an array of colours. Play with floam and spray paint it (Actually this sounds like fun considering I have a large amount of foam clay), something adapted from a photograph I'd taken, things in small grids ( I LOVE GRIDS), zentangles?

So many options, TOO many options.

Also,
What do I want to do with my life? I want to feed people.

That's all there is to it, isn't there. I want to feed people. With great food.
If I didn't have SMA3 I'd probably have gone to culinary school, graduated and be halfway up to head chef by now.

The Little Bitch Cookbook. By Ash, Meersy and Sha.

A cookbook with occasional swearing, talking like posh people, references to pop culture and the key things to make delicious food good enough to get you into bed (wink-wink-nudge-bdge-knowwhatImean?).

This sounds like an absolutely brilliant idea. Starting... NOW!

Aside from this, I am ojbviously procrastinating so here's a little survey thing I found:

Name Your Favorite…

1. Place: Kuala Lumpur
2. Person: Me? But seriously, I have favourite PEOPLES so picking one would be a nightmare!
3. Colour: Red
4. Food: Not Applicable
5. Smell: Kaffir Lime Leaves that you've scrunched up in your hands.
6. Book: Odds & Gods by Tom Holt
7. Movie: Robin Hood Men In Tights
8. Music artist: That's a tough one...
9. Genre of music: Metal
10. Genre of literature: Comedy
11. Magazine: The Economist
12. Texture: Unfinished woodgrain
13. Time of day: About 8PM
14. Day of the week: Sundays
15. Tumblr: None
16. Thing to do when bored: I do that thing called the INTERNETS!
17. Celebrity: Stephen Hawking, does that count?
18. Class in school: P.E. since I was exempt from it.
19. Website: TEDtalks
20. Drink: Water
21. Precious stone: Diamonds? Since it's my birthstone?
22. Animal: Tiger, rawr!
23. Flower: Torch Ginger
24. Time in history: The time they invented the wheel
25. Font: Advent and Balham
26. Video game: Crash Bandicoot
27. TV show: I have no idea
28. Play: Spamalot
29. Sound: Laughter
30. Fruit: I like all the fruits!
31. Vegetable: I can't choose!
32. Store/shop: Don't have one.
33. Article of clothing you own: A t-shirt that says "Protect your nuts"
34. Fashion/style: Laid back and comfy
35. Pattern: Paisley
36. Workout: Anything in the Pool
37. Quote: Veni, Vidi, Vici.
38. Historical figure: That dude who decided silicone would make great boobs, kidding.
39. Boy’s name: Mikael
40. Girl’s name: Kali
41. Potato chip flavor: Salt and Vinegar
42. Meal of the day: Dinner
43. Ice cream flavor: Chocolate Chip Mint
44. Soda: Orange soda
45. Popcorn flavor: Salted Caramel
46. Season: Summer
47. Month of the year: April
48. Word: Meow
49. Disney princess: Ariel
50. Insult: "You illiterate shitdick!"
51. Joke: Puns
52. Cussword: Puki
53. Letter: A
54. YouTube channel: Zachariah Scott?
55. Eye color: Brown
56. Memory: *giggles*
57. Dessert: Sago Gula Melaka
58. Candy: Lindt 65% dark chocolate
59. Restaurant: Suzi's
60. Lifehack: Putting leftover lemon juice in cube trays.
61. Language: Kelantanese
62. Thing to learn about: Everything
63. Thing about yourself: Everything. No joke, dude.

On my speakers play a very pretty and extremely improvised version of Little Wing -- that piece is absolutely beautiful. It's 2:30AM on a Friday morning as the blanket hides part of me from the cold night air. The back of my neck criss-crossed by a knitted scarf, bits of skin exposed. It's not uncomfortable per se, I lied.

It's been 4 weeks since the semester started and the ennui sets in again. Deaths, disasters, being and not being all happening at once, I feel nothing. I am probably a little bit dead inside? My brother said once that my idea of an endorphine rush is much more extreme compared to normal people. I am most likely a little bit dead inside that I need an envious amount of exhilarants before my id stops squirming from boredom. Breathe, I say. Breathe and things will move.

A state of decay, a totem of atrophy, a monument in ruin... I joke, I am not that much in disrepair to fall into that hole people seem to talk about. I am not broken. I am not crushed. I am not in some state of complete shambles. Cogito ergo sum: I think therefore I am.

The cat sleeps, nestled quietly between my feet. A staccato, his heart beats and his furry belly rises and falls from somnambulous breathing. Comfortable. If I don't follow suit, time will tick slowly revealing dawn and I would have missed out on an opportunity for a state of unimposed calm. Eyes shut, good night and until the morrow, I bid you adieu.

On one hand, there's that harrowing news that the MH370 flight still hasn't been found and there's not much insight on what truly happened. We keep vigilant and send our prayers to those involved and want them to come home unharmed.

On the other hand, it's Sunday morning and I can't sleep anymore, turned on MumboJumbo's 2012 pancake mix and it got me thinking about whether or not I should compile my own Sunday Waffle Mix (I prefer Waffles over Pancakes).

Let's meander on to the path of design and innovation sekejap...



So, this dude comes up with a brilliant and superbly revolutionary way to focus solar energy on a small panel. WE NEED TO FUND THIS! I actually do want to see a massive solar globe in the everyone's garden in a few years. Self contained energy would be great to replace the quickly depleting coal. Also, can you imagine if this was implemented with widespread use of electric cars and the likes? Pollution would be brought to an absolute minimum. I'm not saying there will be total eradication of pollution but it's a great start!

Back ot the Waffle Mix. I have no idea what should be in it... But I'm guessing the majority of the songs on The Blues Brothers will be on. :D

Ah, and some Bobby McFerrin for you.

 

Yeaaaah... that.

And presents.

Because Capitalism.

WTF Twitter? 001

I made a screenshot of one of my friend's tweet which made me laugh awkwardly...
Sometimes friends say things that make you go wtfwtftwtf... And then you draw it.

(click click for big big)

"Why do most people chase rainbows when they hold, in their capacity, the ability to create any amount of rainbows?"
"Because most people are stupid."

Best of (MY) Twitterfarts: August

Right, so here's a rundown of my *cough* best *cough* Tweets for August 2013. Goodbye, August, it was nice having you around. We had fun but I'm afraid September is my bitch now.

• gobbledygookgobbledygookgobbledygookgobbledygookgobbledygookgobbledygookgobbledygook... 
• My dear swagyolotards, A V sign in front of your mouth with your tongue sticking out of it means you are licking vagina. #knowyoursignage 
• I think I'm gonna go raise a kid in Sweden... Once a year, if they're shits, they go back to KL where they get the beating of their life. 
• "Perrrrrrrkele." < repeat until infinite frustration is gone. 
• People are progressively getting dumber in preparation for the zombie apocalypse. Zombies eat brains, remember? A-ha-ha-ha... 
• All I want to do is sit down and NOMNOM. hahahahahahahaha 
• Android 5.0 Key Lime Pie... Android 7.2 Kuih Lapis... Android 8.0 Lompat Tikam... Android 9.0 Onde-Onde. I approve of this naming system. 
• "Makan sini ke?" "Tak, makan kat meja..." :| 
• "Models don't smile. All of them," "Yeah, that's cos they're hungry... Nobody smiles when they're hungry. BECAUSE THEY'RE HUNGRY!" 
• When a website has grammar macam dugong yang tulis. 
• "Sunshine hit my face once..." "Either you live in London or that's the name of your pimp."

My Friend Is Jeebus (Because I Said So)

I had to write on Wen's wall:

"Can I call you Jesus? You've the Jesus birthday... I'll call you jesus, then you can bless my alcohol, my wheels, my ass and my cats. Amen."

The bad news is, now she likes it and wants it sung as her birthday present.

The worst news is I am REALLY bad at making up happy random songs and then singing it.

But I'll try.

My Friend Is Jeebus (Because I Said So)

A fine Thursday afternoon,

On a shopping mall excursion,

Shir Wen had called me on the phone,

For musical diversions.

I ran through all my contacts,

within seconds in my head,

But that is all irrelevant

In my cranium all was said...

Can I call you Jeebas? You've the Jeebas birthday... 

I will call you jeebas, 

then you can bless my alcohol, my wheels, my ass and my cats. 

You can bless them any day

Amen.

Her birthday's on the twenty fifth

Of the last month every year

That's the same day the Jeebas was born

That much was oh, so clear.

Does that make her like Jeebas, then?

I guess that's likely true

She does have some pretty cool superpowers

Like making random shit look cool.

So,

Can I call you Jeebas? You've the Jeebas birthday... 

I will call you jeebas, 

then you can bless my alcohol, my wheels, my ass and my cats. 

You can bless them any day

Amen.

Okay, no, maybe she can't save you from diseases

And she doesn't have a beard.

But dress her up in sandals and a robes,

She's all Messiah-like, ya heard?

Go Shir Wen,

As Jeebas,

Go Shir Wen,

As Jeebas,

Go Bless things,

In robes-es,

Then use your Grum in Proses.

*grum solo*

The end.

hahahahahahahahahahhahaha...

Food, kitchen and bathroom detailing, laundry sets 1 and 2, more detailing work, email

That was the idea but obviously I segwayed into TEDtalks.
Two videos which tickled my fancy has been posted on fb and here's a little bit of internet hell
http://makibox.com
http://endlessforms.com

I sploosh.




Mind. BLOWN.
Also, all this techtalk is making me seriously excited.
An evolved tech/human hybrid. SO COOL OMAIGAHD.
Homo Evolutis.

Brain sex aside, I have realised that in most parts, facebook is a happy medium. I project amazing and happy things. I project an image of wholeness, mirth and is extremely lacking in any emotional strain which I leave out of my online presence except for Twitter.

Twitter is something of a mid-way where I have to censor what I put out or structure the sentences of 140 letters or less in ambivalence and cripticism. Especially when I'm pissed off. This also allows me to learn yto filter my overactive brain full of words and things so that the public isn't too overwhelmed. The internet should be a happy place for my public.

Do not ever think that I live life devoid of any emotion. I just choose not to show it.

I like words, no, I LOVE words. I have since my mom forced me to read the Peter and Jane series when I was really young. I have since my aunt showed me the world of magic and fantasy. I have since I realised words could make you and break you, hurt you, caress and love you, define you or destroyed you.

I also love words for the pretty poetry they make, long courageous journeys they unfold and hilariously dirty limericks they spin out.

Words are just fun.

But, what pains me is when I wish to write for someone and there's just no one to write for. It's not the same when one writes for an imaginary person. The heart is just not there.

I have been having some funky ass dreams which I obviously can't remember anymore. Dream recording machine, cepatlah invent!

Anyway, ad verbum from my twitter:
I feel like I should post a word from the dictionary a day and stick relevant lols with it. But I couldn't be arsed.

What I mean is I should have a word from the dictionary every time I post and i'll have some form of amusing media to follow it just to prove a point. Key words: Amusing Media.. Yes, that means things which have some serious lulz.
Obviously this series will start from A and it will start as soon as I find me a dictionary. No, I don't have a dictionary in my apartment. We have Google for that.